Everything scattered; strewn on the floor; 

a jumble of pieces just like a jigsaw; 

for years you have tried to no avail, to piece them together and make something that's real;

For years you have wondered about your life; why there is so much pain and strife

"Why do I always feel alone; without a place to call my own?

"Why do I feel like I don't fit in; why do I feel so dirty within?

I there really a God up there; Does He know me - does He care?

When you're deep in a pit of abuse and shame its hard to wake up and see the sun again.

Sometimes we're scared; sometimes we weep; sometimes all we wanna do is sleep. For then there is a bit of relief - until you awake again.

Around and around on this cycle you go; all you life - and nobody knows - except the One who shares the pain with you and me - the One they say, who hung on the tree.  "Oh Lord if you're there, please help me"

"I can't explain why I don't want to fight; why I run and hide from the Light

"I heard that You love me - what does that mean?

I've been told of the cross - that you did it for me; But I am numb and ice ice cold; Oh Lord have mercy on my soul;

There's nothing anyone can do or say; all that I can do is pray.

You wait for us to come to you - but coming is so hard.

But God is over all and He has the final Word

So now, many years later I testify to what I know and have seen;

that the Love of God will fight for you - and will ultimately Win <3

 You parted the Rock…And brought Life 

Exodus 17:6; 

You parted the sea…And brought Life 

Exodus 14;

One day you will part the mountain…And bring Life;

Zechariah 14:4;

And all of these things…all these miraculous signs…are pointing to the One Ultimate Triumph…The ultimate victory over Sin and Death:

The Day that You parted the veil…broke Your body…and brought Life - to all humanity - for all eternity!

(Matthew 27:51; Luke 22:19; Hebrews 10:19-20)

#FollowingJesus

 #fastforfamily

~~~Excerpt from post: May 2021

Kim Clement: “The Lord’s just told me that “as you pray I will send back what has been isolated…There has been an isolation of inspiration. But now I will restore inspiration that will raise the dead…I will do unusual miracles…if you would just ask me…for tonight I will begin…with you…and your house!””

I’m sure many people saw different interpretations as to what had been “isolated”…I saw fathers.~~~

(Mal. 4:5-6)

But there will not be a full realization and release for these husbands/fathers into their place in God’s order, without we who are wives/mothers recognizing and embracing ours. So what in the Church, does that look like? -

“…but let your adorning be the hidden person of the heart with the imperishable beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit, which in God’s sight is very precious. For this is how the holy women who hoped in God used to adorn themselves, by submitting to their own husbands, as Sarah obeyed Abraham, calling him lord. And you are her children, if you do good and do not fear anything that is frightening. (1Peter 3:4-6)

Wives, submit to your own husbands, as to the Lord. For the husband is the head of the wife even as Christ is the head of the church, his body, and is himself its Savior. (Eph.5:22-23)

Can I as a woman (who is even married to a Godly man) do this in my own strength? I confess that often I can’t! There are times when, to my shame, I find this very hard. (because our culture - especially in some of the more charismatic churches - tells us to do the opposite!). This is why (like Paul) I must go to the Cross, and there die daily (1Cor. 15:31) - crucifying my flesh in the Body of Jesus Christ (Galatians 2:20), so that I may find Grace to walk in His Resurrection. Apart from Him, I can do nothing…

But I believe this is a key to revival. The Lord is not coming back fo an upside down Church: but for a Family - a Bride, fully adorned and right way up - in her right mind. I am praying that those of us women who call ourselves disciples of Jesus, everywhere will, by the Grace of God and the Power of His Name, receive and embrace this scripture. This is where real authority lies.

I believe I have seen an ecclesia that looks like an army…an army that looks like a Family…a Family that looks like a Bride.

We may not realize this: But there are so many in the world that may seem cynical and even hostile on the outside…but inside are groaning…longing…just waiting…for the Church to look - not like this world - but like The Church! (Romans 8:19,22) 

I believe the harder things become, the more we will be pressed into Christ - His death and resurrection (The deeper the darkness - the greater the Light) and when we begin to look - to function like this…that is when they will come!

What I saw and heard on Mt Carmel 2008, was the sound of the Bride: fathers/husbands taking their place…mothers/wives taking their place…the voices of grandparents, brothers , sisters and children…little children!

https://watchmanonthewall777.blogspot.com/2021/10/part-iii-firethe-church-crucified-this.html?fbclid=IwAR1M3NkkfRmxLhSl4Cu8PbRutPm7vg_wGmgBR30EVJZPSC7dMhdVGbeHFWI&m=1